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May 13, 2008

Not Dead Yet

Filed under: Random — IndianCowboy @ 8:10 pm

It’s been a busy umm 15 months? Third year of medical school is winding down. I still haven’t revived my primatology career. The endless and painful process of rehabilitating myself and staying as functional as possible, as long as possible, while living with RSD is–well–endless and painful. And the spectre of residency applications and the match looms large in this very ambitious, and very freaked out future psychiatrist’s head. But the blogging itch has bit me again, and so blog I shall. Probably less politics, probably more medicine, probably more on health and fitness. Who the hell knows where this’ll take me. Anyway, if any of my old readers still have me on their RSS aggregators, the point is I’m back. Probably sporadically. Deal.

November 26, 2006

Living Beyond Your Means

Filed under: Politics, Random — IndianCowboy @ 7:19 pm

Headline News had a little spiel about how more people are cutting back on holiday spending and are worried about credit card debt than this time last year. They blame the usual culprit: cost of living. What they didn’t ask was what level people are living at.

What I’d like to see would be a longitudinal study of income vs. ownership rates of 20k+ cars, 1k+ TVs, size/expense of movie collections, number of times people eat out at sit-down restaurants, stuff like that. Because anecdotal evidence tells me that the actual cost of living hasn’t really increased: I pay the same for Old Navy jeans as I did back in high school, bean burritos are the same price, and the only grocery I’ve seen increase are those damnably addictive Clementine Oranges. And I know for a fact that medical residents live much more luxuriously these days than they did in the mid 1980s. Same for college students.

Inflation has occurred, I’m not denying it. When I was a 1st grader taco bell burritos were 59 cents. Now they’re 79! And 20oz sodas were .75 out of the vending machine back in junior high. But then again so have paychecks. I’ve only worked entry level jobs. And I’ve never been paid minimum wage. Still during these sporadic periods of employment I’ve seen a significant rise in pay uncorrelated with the degree of skill or effort the jobs involved. But have increases in wages kept pace with inflation? Apparently, yes.

There are certain costs that are outpacing inflation. But for the vast majority of people worried about credit card debt and cutting back on their spending I wouldn’t be surprised if the reason for this fiscal bind could be traced back to the fact that these people are choosing to spend more on frivolous expenses, or simply spending more than they have to on necessary purchases.

The undertone of the pseudo-factual hit pieces we’re bombarded by about ‘making ends meet’ is that it shouldn’t be this way, that people shouldn’t be in this position. It amuses me then that the people of the self-proclaimed ‘Party of Science’ consistently fail to even remark upon what is in all likelihood a prominent factor in the rising debt of our nation’s people.

October 31, 2006

Racist comment? What?

Filed under: Politics, Random — IndianCowboy @ 6:43 am

Yeah, limited blogging until at least the end of this week. Possibly forever. *shrug*

Anyway, I heard an Orlando Magic fan had his season ticket revoked because he called Dikembe Mitumbo a monkey. Apparently that’s racist. I’ve had a lot of racial slurs thrown at me over the years, including pretty much everything you could call a muslim or a black person (which is funny, because I’m neither), but I’d never even heard of monkey being used as a racial epithet.

In fact, my nickname all through highschool and college was monkey. This might be because I’m an extremely gangly bastard and can touch my knees without bending over.

I’m not much of a sports fan, but one thing I know about Mitumbo is that he’s pretty much known for one thing: blocked shots. He’s not a bad rebounder either. Blocking shots and rebounding are two of the only basketball skills I’m mediocre instead of miserable at. One thing we have in common is being gangly bastards. It’s conceivable that he was called ‘monkey’ because of that.

Why I mention this is because it’s an example of how special protection laws erode the basic liberties we hold so dear. Whether it’s muslims in europe or minorities and gays here the end result is a limitation of the 1st amendment. Which I find rather strange given that it seems to be the only one leftists–the ones often behind such legislation–seem to remember exists.

This fan of an opposing team hurled an insult at a particular player. To my understanding, this is a regular occurrence. I would suspect that very few of us think insults should be illegal. Is calling someone a monkey somehow worse than calling him a loser or a moron? What if this fan had called Dirk Nowitski (also gangly) a monkey? Would he have been in the wrong then? No?

Strange. So insulting a white guy by calling him a monkey ain’t a big deal, but insulting a black guy by calling him one is? Seems odd to me. The black guy wasn’t hurt, his reputation wasn’t tarnished. I fail to see a crime. And even if there was one, how was it worse than if the player had been white?

Furthermore, they’ve managed to give this word a power it didn’t have before they made such a fuss. They’ve managed to turn a simple allusion, a simple comparison, into something hurtful. I wonder how many people like me would never have even thought monkey was racist before they heard the term.

I’m not a fan of special protection laws (such as ’sexual harassment’ or ‘age discrimination’ laws) as they take all objectivity out of the equation. It’s no longer important what actually happened but rather how someone interpreted it. Calling Nick a monkey wasn’t racist, because Nick didn’t interpret it that way. Calling Mitumbo one was, because he did. I realize moral relativism is ascendant in the children in adult bodies who are quickly claiming this world as its own, but is it really so hard to see the untenability in a justice system where the definition of crime is so capricious?

October 25, 2006

My Philosophy

Filed under: Personal, Random — IndianCowboy @ 2:15 am

Ben Folds Five - Philosophy

Go ahead you can
Laugh all you want
I got my philosophy
Keeps my feet on the ground
And I trust it like the ground
And thats why my philosophy
It keeps me walking when Im falling down
I see that there is evil
And I know that there is good
And the inbetweens
I never understood
Wont you look at me
Im crazy
But I get the job done
Yeah Im crazy
But I get the job done

I find it hard to function without philosophy. Not that I always think things through on a metaphysical level before I do them. But that I can’t help but reflect upon the things I see and do in that way. It just kind of…happens.

“Just because,” the favorite explanation of everyone between the ages of 5 and 10–and seemingly the majority of adults–simply doesn’t work for me. “Because [authority figure] said so” is scarcely any more satisfying. “It shouldn’t have to be that way,” a favorite justification of the left (and you thought I couldn’t bring politics into this), is similarly without value unless it’s explained why.

I’m often half-jokingly asked if I was a philosophy major. Which is flattering because believe me this ego loves to be stroked. But it’s also disheartening. I’m saddened that in the circles I run in, people find the depth to which I take politics, science, even hobbies to be something unique. I don’t want it to be unique. I don’t want to be singled out for it. I’d much rather it be the initiation or the continuation of an ongoing friendly debate. Something that’s as much take as give.

For me, I’m nothing without philosophy. It’s what helps me stand alone. It’s how I know I’m my own man, not beholden to the indoctrination of culture, peers, ancestors, or society. Because under the layers, under everything those outside see, is a core I know to be my own. Take away the clothing, the degrees, the resume. Forget about the way people describe you, from those who’ve just met you to those who’ve known you for years. Take away the words of others who taught you what to do and how to do it. What’s left?

Sadly, it would seem that the answer is at best that most people simply don’t care what makes them tick.

Perhaps it’s because I romanticize, well, the romantic period, the enlightenment, and the renaissance. Perhaps it’s because for all my cynicism and anger, I’m really an optimist when it comes to the capabilities of humanity. Couldn’t say. I just think that people are capable of understanding themselves and the world to a much greater degree than they ever try to. And when they do put in that effort, not only do they grow larger in the making, but so does the world.

A coherent personal philosophy doesn’t just help you stand alone but also together. Spider Robinson’s Callahan series more or less revolves around this idea. Through the course of that marvelous series, the denizens of Callahan’s Bar learned who they really were, and were able to form a friendship so deep and so strong that though few in number, they were able to save the world. But here in the world much of the time I feel like part of a circuit that’s been cut, a charged battery whose frayed wires are uselessly flapping in the wind.

You may take this all for granted
Take the mortar, block and glass
And you forget the speech
That moved the stone
Its really not the you cant see
The forest for the trees
Youve never been out
In the woods before

Go ahead you can laugh
All you want
But I got my philosophy
Keeps my feet on the ground
And I love you
Youre my friend
But you got no philosophy
Now its time for this song to end

There are a few people I’m able to really connect with. And I treasure those friendships, because it’s the only time Nick ever has a chance to be seen. Everyone else simply sees one layer or another.

July 29, 2006

Deep Thoughts (20): Oaths

Filed under: Deep Thoughts, Political Philosophy, Politics — IndianCowboy @ 2:00 am

When I took up my summer job at the Oklahoma State Department of Health I took an oath to the constitution. Anyone who works for a federal agency does. As we sat there, repeating after the lady from personnel, I couldn’t help but snort audibly and let the beginnings of an ironic chuckle leave my lips. Everyone staring at me, I realized how futile it would be to explain that by working for the department, most of us would be violating our oath every minute we were on the clock.

It occurred to me that if everyone realized the hollow nature of that oath, knew the constitution enough to understand the contradictory nature of their position, the world might be a better place. And it occurred to me that if one day everyone bound by that oath were to live up to it, America might be returned to her former glory.

July 20, 2006

My Take On Religion

Filed under: Personal, Random, Religion — IndianCowboy @ 12:52 am

Just a quick note. I call myself Hindu and Buddhist because it was their teachings that formed me. I don’t pray, I don’t meditate. I only visit temples for the architectural and historical interest. But Hinduism helped frame how I think about myself and the world around me. Buddha’s words helped me deal with my nerve injury. They led me to evolutionary biology and then to psychiatry. You could take them away from me now and I wouldn’t change a single bit. But I’m not sure I would’ve become what I am without them.

My take on religion is pretty much the standard Hindu canned response. I don’t care what god you pray to or how you do it. The only thing I care about is that you’re a moral person. Your road to morality might differ from mine, but the important thing is that we do our best to reach that destination. Hinduism holds that moral teachers can come from any religion, any area of the world. Inasmuch as an agnostic is capable of using the world ‘holy’, I apply it as readily to Jesus as I do to Krishna. In Hindu philosophy, God simply doesn’t care if we pray to him or not when it comes time to judge. In fact, the agnostic tradition of hinduism–of which I’m an adherent–finds its roots in our most ancient texts. It was popularized most recently by Mahavira (Jainism) and Buddha. The one common belief is in a natural law, a natural order that God is the guardian of but which in many ways is more powerful than he is. He is as bound to it as we are. And so he judges us based on our adherence to these basic precepts. And they all boil down to one thing: All living things are interconnected. Your actions are connected by this web to every other living organism on the planet. This interconnection is sacred. Respect it. Respect life.

Respect the Earth, respect animals, respect each other, respect yourself.

July 19, 2006

Dammit Jesus, Get Your Hands Off The Wheel!

Filed under: Personal, Random, Religion — IndianCowboy @ 9:43 pm

Like hygiene, feminine sensuality, and tact, faith is something I don’t have but nonetheless appreciate in others. And like all good things, faith can be overdone.

The cultural anthropologist Bronislaw Malinowski (yes his parents probably did hate him) posited that man seeks to explain the world through three different methods: Magic, Religion, and Science (probably in that order, historically).

Magic explains the things that literally dumbfound us. We don’t know where to start or where to end. Can’t even concoct a story about it.

Religion, religion is when men seek to make stories to explain what they see. It differs from magic in that we have an explanation for what’s going on, we just lack proof. Could start as simply as some tribal looking up at the rain and thinking “There must be a cloud person crying in there.” And over time, as our stories get longer, as more people tell, retell, and massage them, we may believe that it is Mother Earth herself crying. Or angels bowling up in heaven.

Science is an explanation, but it’s an explanation with proof. Hindus believe that the universe started with a word. Well, a lot of words. The Vedas. The Vedas set the rules, and things unfolded from there. There’s no proof of course, no tape recording of Brahma whispering into the mic “testing, testing. Is this thing on?” And at some point, a bunch of Devas (minor gods) used a mountain to churn a sea of milk from which all animals erupted (can you see why so few of us–even our scholars–insist on the infallibility of Hindu texts?). They say that all animals are related through our souls; there is scarcely any difference between the mind of a dog and that of a child. Today science has yielded the big bang theory and Hubble’s corroborating evidence of an expanding universe. We have Darwin’s theory of evolution, with increasing merit from every branch of biology. Science is stories too. Sometimes almost the same as those of religion, but science has proof.

In the modern world, magic is something that can more or less be dispensed with. Explanations come almost exclusively from the not-necessarily-opposing institutions of religion and science.

I used Hindu scripture for my example precisely because the stories are so similar, making the oft-mentioned religion-science conflict a complete non-issue. The major difference between these stories is the presence or lack of evidence. More importantly, reason can be loosely defined as using this evidence to construct one’s story. A religion’s teachings can be logical without being reasoned. Where religion relies on faith science relies on reason. It’s a slightly artificial use of the two words, but it’s the best I can do at the moment. I don’t get paid enough to do any better.

The interaction between religion and science can thus be said to be the dichotomy of faith and reason. It doesn’t have to be a struggle. In fact, I’d go so far as to say that pure reason and pure faith shouldn’t be in conflict.

While it may seem pretentious for an agnostic to venture an opinion on the nature of god, I’m nothing if not egotistical, so I’m going to go ahead and do it. While in general I loathe Descartes, the one thing he got right is that if there is a god, he would not try to trick us. Man’s greatest gift, what really separates us (a difference of degree, not in kind–a large difference perhaps, but reason is far from only a human attribute) from other animals is Reason. The idea that God would give us this amazing gift and then tell us not to use it is unsconscionable. That would not be a benevolent deity but at best Loki, the Norse trickster, and at worst, an evil spirit.

It is interesting to note that particle physicists are among the most religious of all scientists. They, some of the most mathematical, rigorous, and logical. They see themselves on the cusp of the threshold where there is nothing smaller to look at. And they see turn to faith to fill that void.

Faith and reason work together to allow us to see the world. No, I do not believe in a god, but I do worship at the altar of nature’s order. In the forest or in my mathematical models I see an elegance that no mere mortal could have come up with. And regardless of how it came to be, I know it is something that my scientific training will never allow me to fully grasp. And it is here I find faith of a sort. A place where science ends, yet a place that, somewhere deep within my mind, I am still able to know.

There are those who believe that someday we will develop a Theory of Everything, a combination of Physics’ Grand Unified Theory and Asimov’s Foundation. I believe no such thing. From the behavior of subatomic particles up through the social interactions of any animal, the universe behaves in an inherently probabalistic manner. And such people also forget about emergent properties. The whole is greater than the sum of its parts. What happens in our heads and in the world, is more than just DNA dictating the symphony of life. It is, at some level irreducible. There is a point beyond which science cannot look. When numbers cease to tell the story. Where we cannot seek out evidence because none exists. It is here that religion lives. Do we have souls? What happens when we die? Who started the big bang? These are issues that only faith can deal with.

July 9, 2006

The Hermit (Part I)

Filed under: Random — IndianCowboy @ 7:09 am

Nick bored, you get short story.
It wasn’t exactly a room and wasn’t exactly a lean-to. Three walls, half a ceiling and a bed. That’s where I woke up on a blustery October morning.

I rose in a panic, fighting for every breath, wondering just how an 18 wheeler had parked itself on my chest while I was asleep. Too shocked to even open my eyes, I feared a severe asthma attack…and then I remembered I didn’t have asthma. Then I thought it was a heart attack. But I was a 27 year old living in the woods, I couldn’t be out of shape or even find cholesterol if I tried my damnedest. Logic finally invading the miasma of confusion, I realized the only thing I was being attacked by was a moron.

Growling “You stupid git” in a voice that started in a gravelly bass and ended somewhere around a male contralto, I wrapped my large-ish hand around the short, deep muzzle of a moronic orphaned adolescent black bear sleeping on my chest and wrenched his oversized head off me… in the process of which he fell on the middle-aged three legged wolf who’d been sleeping at the foot of my bed. So now I had a snarling 100lb former alpha male and a 120lb adolescent bear snuffling at me like a kicked puppy. And my fleece pullover was covered in a congealed pool of bear snot and saliva. Growling right back at them, I hurled the ruined North Face at the wolf, causing the already movement-impaired animal to trip and fall on the bear in a yelping seven legged tangle of fur and idiocy. As I stomped out of the pseudo-room muttering obscenities under my breath, the animals still managed to take it as a sign of affection…which, in truth, it was.

Well, it could’ve been worse. There were mornings where I’d seriously contemplated installing monkey bars in the ceiling so I could get from the bed to the door without wading through a knee-deep sea of mammalian rejects. I started the fire with a shaving of magnesium and a lighter, threw on the coffee pot and stumbled into the bathroom. After at least paying lip service to hygiene I glanced up at the poem pasted on the mirror–in fact, it was up somewhere in every room here. Kipling’s words on manhood and maturity stared back at me with questioning eyes, asking if I was lying to myself about this little excursion.

I’d claimed to myself to be inspired by Thoreau’s Walden, to prove to myself and everyone that a man could live alone, separate from society, and that in doing so, discover the truth about himself. But, Kipling’s pen jabbed me in the ribs…and I faced the thought I’d been shying away from for several months. There was something to the idea of finding myself by living alone, but there was also another truth, that I was running away from something I found hard…society and sociality. The same could be said for Thoreau. He was a brilliant man who often went underappreciated and grated under the seeming imprisonment of mediocrity and small-mindedness that surrounded him. It was rage at this that prompted his famous demonstration and later pamphlet on Civil Disobedience. A work that would inspire both Gandhi and King. If Thoreau had been honest with himself and his readers, he would’ve admitted that this same rage played no small part in his escape to that fabled pond. If I had been honest I might’ve said the same thing.

I thought of the little menagerie of formerly wild animals around myself and remembered the words my mom had spoken more than a decade ago: “Somehow, you only seem human when you’re around animals.” Sounds retarded, but it was true then and still is. The zoo that had insinuated itself into my little corner of the rockies reminded me of that. And today, now that I was willing to face the truth, I realized that the very quality of the animals I surrounded myself with drew me even closer to them than most. They, like me, were in a vice. Much as I would love for it to be possible to be a hermit, it wasn’t, not without losing my humanity. But at the same time, I’d never feel free or at peace with society; I was born in the wrong century, the wrong millenium. A guy like me needed the battlefield and the library. And the days of the warrior-scholar were dead and gone. The wolf, the bear, and the others, they were born wild, they had lived wild, but they could never be again. They’d have to live in the pseudo-captivity imposed by the circumstances of their conditions. For the wolf, his still imposing bulk meant that 3-legged or not, he’d be seen as the biggest threat to whatever alpha there was in his pack. And with only 3 legs, he wasn’t a threat, and would likely lose his life in the ensuing clamor for dominance. I had replaced the bear’s mother in affection, but I’d never replace her ability to teach him how to live. These guys no longer had a prayer of survival in the wild, but they could never be at peace with their new lot in life.

As the smell of coffee rose up to meet me, I reminisced back to the days when the incorrigible flirt in me would inevitably respond to the barrista’s ‘How do you want your coffee?’ with a ‘Just like me…You know, Hot, Strong, and Dark.’ But enough of that, there was work to be done and furry parasites to feed…

July 4, 2006

Fourth Of July

Filed under: Personal, Politics, Random — IndianCowboy @ 1:00 am

Cross-Posted at Liberty Papers

Or maybe just bloody-mindedness, who knows. Wrote this last year. Don’t think I can better it. And now (admittedly not that many) people actually read what I write. Slightly dated, the mood being heavily set by the then-recent Kelo decision. Still, much of it is more or less timeless.

A lot of conservative bloggers seem to be wearing black and mourning the death of America today. Truth be told, I was too as I went to bed last night, prepared to make a sob-filled eulogy to the dying ideal of the Land of the Free. But depression doesn’t come naturally to me…it usually transmutes itself to burning anger within a few hours. And that’s how I feel today: angry. Not just angry at the misguided people that undermine the constitution everyday in all three branches of the government. Not just angry with the idiots who shepherd them into office, chasing a dream of the European ideal…a land where they never figured out how not to be subjects. A land where what looks like milk and honey turns out to be nothing but whitewash and food coloring. But I’ve been angry with myself for getting depressed in the first place.

On this day a Call to Fight came from the colonial caucus, magnificently penned by Thomas Jefferson. 229 years later, it is still a call to fight, albeit against a far more insidious enemy. July 4th in 1776 was a challenge, to the maddened King George, and to the wave upon wave of red coats and muskets that would soon come by the boatload. On that day, our forefathers stood their ground and declared that no more would they be ruled in such an arbitrary manner, heads bowed to an authority that was scarcely their better.

Today our enemy comes from within, but, like those British soldiers, they are simply taking orders. Their orders come from their false education and indoctrination, and from their lack of introspection. Today we are called to arms, not to raise our swords upon the field of battle, but to raise our pens and our voices, to win possession not of bloody battlefields but of hearts and minds.

Heinlein, that preternaturally brilliant political commentator, remarked that a people who forget their history will have no future. And that is the very essence of the problem. We simply aren’t taught our history well enough. We learn dates, we learn places, and we learn names. But that’s the least important part of history. Way back when, it didn’t matter what day of the week or the month that Patrick Henry spoke his famous words. It doesn’t matter what the Federalist Papers were called, or even who wrote them. That Ben Franklin invented bifocals, are you serious?

The importance of our founding fathers lay in what they said and what they did. Of the lessons they imparted to posterity. Of the struggles they fought for 7 long years. Of the failure of the Articles of Confederation, and how from its ashes the Phoenix of the Constitution which arose with such glory no better governing document has been written. This is the history that’s important, and it is precisely this history that isn’t taught.

This country’s laws and institutions aren’t something to be discussed, agreed upon, and decided by Democrats and Repubicans. That was already done for us with the birth of the Constitution. Our framers were polymaths, accomplished economists, historians, and philosphers; The constitution is thus approximately as outdated as this post, possibly less. They were also some of the most paranoid and far-thinking individuals the world has ever seen. They created a document that had no need of changing with the times. A simple, profound document which gave us the basic ideals on which society should be built, and just how limited government should remain.

The Constitution should no more change with the times than the Bible, Buddha’s words, or Shakespeare. Our framers’ very intent was to create an ahistoric document. One that it doesn’t matter when you gave it a glance, the words are timeless. On the 150th anniversary of July 4th, Calvin Coolidge said as much about the Declaration (hat tip powerline ):

About the Declaration there is a finality that is exceedingly restful. It is often asserted that the world has made a great deal of progress since 1776, that we have had new thoughts and new experiences which have given us a great advance over the people of that day, and that we may therefore very well discard their conclusions for something more modern. But that reasoning can not be applied to this great charter. If all men are created equal, that is final. If they are endowed with inalienable rights, that is final. If governments derive their just powers from the consent of the governed, that is final. No advance, no progress can be made beyond these propositions. If anyone wishes to deny their truth or their soundness, the only direction in which he can proceed historically is not forward, but backward toward the time when there was no equality, no rights of the individual, no rule of the people. Those who wish to proceed in that direction can not lay claim to progress. They are reactionary. Their ideas are not more modern, but more ancient, than those of the Revolutionary fathers.

Not progress, reactionary. These days no Republican is untainted by assault on certain principles of our founding document, but the entire ‘progressive’ movement is a reaction against the Constitution. They are not progressive, they are regressive. They are Statist. Individual liberty is not the goal, but individual comfort. By such stuff are subjects and sheep made. Their power lies in speaking to the fears and the emotions of their minions. That is not the life I want to live, to take counsel of my fears (to quote churchill) before deciding my course of action (except insects…i’m still afraid of insects) Our message is clear, it is invincible, the only thing that remains is to speak that message. To remind people of what it means to be American, to believe in freedom, and the sacrosanct individual. To remind them that the government is our plaything, not the other way around.

The Gadsden flag is flying today in my mind and in my heart. It neatly encapsulates everything our forebears stood for on the field of battle and in the composing of our great ideological foundation. Years ago it was flown by the most belligerent of Revolutionary War soldiers. Today, it’s resurrected, flown by one of the most belligerent classical liberals I know: me. They stood there ready to die for their cause.

No one will ask that of me, or of you; we have no excuse for walking out on this fight.

The events I’ve witnessed in recent years, the debates I’ve had with fellow students, the pure filth that comes out of so many politicians made me question whether America really was better than Europe. I dont know how the country got to that point, but no more. Melancholy has given way to the much more comfortable rage. Rage I can do, rage is familiar to me. I can do it all my life and not blink an eye. And you know what? I think I will. The statists fought a war of attrition for 200 long years, but their day ends now.

July 3, 2006

Songs For The Fourth

Filed under: Personal, Politics, Random — IndianCowboy @ 10:35 pm

Popped in a mix from a few years ago and the words of Linkin Park’s ‘It’s Going Down’ came through the speakers. I’m pretty sure they didn’t write the song with the changing definition of liberalism in mind, but it’s certainly what I hear…

…Once again it is
Composed sentences
All together venomous
The four elements of natural force
Projected daily through the sound of the source…

Everybody on board as we blend
The sword with the pen
The mightiest of weapons
Swinging right for the chin
To elevate mental states
Long gone with the wind
To defend men from shoddy imitations pretenses
going down…

It’s the reason I’m not much of a current events blogger. The problem is so much more basic than disagreement on individual issues. It’s a difference in how we see the world, and it’s the poisonous idea that liberty is best achieved through an overbearing state. Winning this fight–as I’ve said before and will continue to say until people start listening–has nothing to do with one piece of legislation or another. It hinges upon our ability to expose leftism for what it really is. At the end of the day it’s about taking back the word ‘liberty’.

And of course the Haggard classic ‘Fightin Side Of Me’:

I hear people talkin’ bad,
About the way we have to live here in this country,
Harpin’ on the wars we fight,
An’ gripin’ ’bout the way things oughta be.
An’ I don’t mind ‘em switchin’ sides,
An’ standin’ up for things they believe in.
When they’re runnin’ down my country, man,
They’re walkin’ on the fightin’ side of me.
Yeah, walkin’ on the fightin’ side of me.
Runnin’ down the way of life,
Our fightin’ men have fought and died to keep.
If you don’t love it, leave it:
Let this song I’m singin’ be a warnin’.
If you’re runnin’ down my country, man,
You’re walkin’ on the fightin’ side of me.
——-
…An’ I wonder just how long,
The rest of us can count on bein’ free.
They love our milk an’ honey,
But they preach about some other way of livin’.
When they’re runnin’ down my country, hoss,
They’re walkin’ on the fightin’ side of me.

No commentary necessary

I knew there’d been others, but they weren’t hitting. Bruce Bartlett came to my rescue.

And the Kinks’ ‘20th Century Man’

Ain’t got no ambition, I’m just disillusioned
I’m a twentieth century man but I don’t wanna be here.
My mama said she can’t understand me
She can’t see my motivation
Just give me some security,
I’m a paranoid schizoid product of the twentieth century.

You keep all your smart modern writers
Give me william shakespeare
You keep all your smart modern painters
I’ll take rembrandt, titian, da vinci and gainsborough,

Girl we gotta get out of here
We gotta find a solution
I’m a twentieth century man but I don’t want to die here.

I was born in a welfare state
Ruled by bureaucracy
Controlled by civil servants
And people dressed in grey
Got no privacy got no liberty
Cos the twentieth century people
Took it all away from me.

Don’t wanna get myself shot down
By some trigger happy policeman,
Gotta keep a hold on my sanity
I’m a twentieth century man but I don’t wanna die here.

Truer words have rarely been spoken.

Charlie Daniels’ ‘In America’:

Well the eagle’s been flying slow and the flag’s been flying low
And a lot of people are saying that America’s fixing to fall
But speaking just for me and some people from Tennessee
We got a thing or two to tell you all
This lady may have stumbled but she ain’t never fell
And if the Russians don’t believe that they can all go straight to hell
We’re gonna put her feet back on the path of righteousness
And then God bless America again

And you never did think that it ever would happen again
In America, did you?
You never did think that we’d ever get together again
Well we damn sure fooled you
We’re walking real proud and we’re talking real loud again in America
You never did think that it ever would happen again…

A mite bit optimistic there, but someday I hope I can sing those words and mean it.

July 2, 2006

How The Left Made Me A Gun Rights Advocate

Filed under: Personal, Political Philosophy, Politics, Random, Things that go boom — IndianCowboy @ 12:55 am

People on the left talk a good game. About freedom and empowerment. About prosperity and harmony. Which is all fine and good until you realize that they intend this to happen by instituting government control of all aspects related to the above. But what really gets me about them is that they turn a blind eye to the negative (but all-too-often expected) consequences of their illogical actions. The gun control debate is a perfect illustration of both their disconnect from causality and their inherently statist outlook. Which is–perversely enough–the reason I became a gun owner.

While I’d always leaned to the right, I was rather Krauthammer-ish in my lack of respect for the 2nd Amendment and my indifferent-bordering-on-hostile attitude toward guns in general. Guns just never really meant that much to me. Not as a hobby, not as implements of self-defense, not as outdoor tools. In fact, the first time I ever shot a firearm I was in the socialist state of New York. And the first time I went to a real range I was in even more gun-fearing and even wussier England. This despite being born and raised in the southwest.

Nope, unlike most gun rights advocates, I kinda went through the reverse process. First I saw the stupidity of anti-gunnies and then I became a firearms enthusiast. I used to hang out on a forum called FocalJet. Being a forum devoted to the Ford Focus, many members spent most of their time engaged in political debate. It was there I was first introduced to the real statistics on violent crime (and defensive gun uses). It was there I was introduced to the illogical inanity that is the AWB. And it was there that a good chunk of my development from a vaguely conservative individual to a staunchly minarchist intellectual was made.

Among other things, I learned that the violent crime rate dropped wherever CCW legislation was enacted. I learned that home invasion rates dropped as gun ownership went up. And I learned that in areas where gun bans were in effect, criminals grew bold and citizens grew fearful. I learned that there is all too much truth to the adage that in a world where ‘guns are outlawed, only outlaws will have guns.’ I later experienced the immunity with which criminals function among the unarmed sheep of a ‘progressive’ citizenry firsthand, both in India (communist ‘freedom fighter’s) and Britain. I learned that guns are involved in only about 20,000 injuries and murders a year (excluding self-inflicteds and suicides), yet are used defensively as many as 2.5 million times a year. In short I learned that speaking strictly pragmatically, guns in the hands of responsible citizenry is a far better proposition than the opposite.

Which led me into contemplating the philosophic and ideological basis for gun rights vs gun control. On the one hand you have the basic liberty-minded argument; what a man does and what he owns are none of anyone else’s business so long as they hurt no one. And it’s a pretty strong argument. On the other hand you have the equally basic (although wrong) argument that without guns, the jurisdiction will be less violent. Much weaker, since legislating guns away and actually taking and keeping all guns away is completely different matter.

But a more enlightening line of inquiry is the question of protection and defense. Now, as a 210lb trained boxer, I feel a bit silly asking the question “Who will protect me?” It’s something I oughtta be capable of doing myself. I am, and I’ve done it successfully on occassion. But this isn’t a question of capability but responsibility. The gun rights advocate believes that no matter what other forces are at work, ultimately it is his responsibility and his alone to protect himself and his loved ones. He prepares and arms himself for the eventuality that he might be required to discharge said duty.

But the ‘progressive’ simultaneously holds the views that a man can defend himself without a firearm, that it is the police’s responsibility to protect you, and that the police can’t be prosecuted for failing to do so. Which at every level is a strange position to take. Considering his willingness to give privileges to some but not others, and to hold back some for being ‘too successful’, it would seem odd that hear, when it comes to something as vital as one’s personal safety, he’s unwilling to allow the citizen an equalizer. A hispanic may need affirmative action to compete with an asian in college admissions. But a 105lb woman can effectively stop a much larger and highly motivated violent attacker with no weapon at all. And as for the absurdity of an essentially reactionary agency acting as a prophylaxis, I won’t even comment.

As I looked at a position that both ignores reality and denies the sacred autonomy of the individual, I couldn’t help but show my disdain. Not because I had anything at stake in the debate, but because the leftist side simply didn’t make any sense. So I took sides. First adding my own observations to the debate, and then by making the conscious decision to begin partaking in an activity I knew upset them.

I’d like to claim that I’m applying for CCW because I want to be fully prepared to defend my own. I’d be lying. I’m doing it for the simple fact that the ability to carry is a right enshrined in the constitution…and because it pisses off idiot GFW’s. I’d like to claim that the reason I’m buying an AR is for hunting or target shooting. But I’m really buying it because it’s evil-looking and black. And as for things like the ‘flare launcher‘, Barrett M82, S&W .460XVR, etc. that I plan on buying in about 8 years when I’m out from under my loans and out of indentured servitude, I’m not even going to attempt to justify as rational.

There are a lot of reasons I’m glad I was introduced to the firearms world. It’s a great place where my multiple interests and pursuits can come together. Mechanical nerdery, boyish obsessions with things that go boom, and development of hand-eye coordination, all in one. And I’m glad that soon enough I will have the option of one more tool to add to my belt, whether for defensive or outdoor purposes (come to think of it, most of my personal implements have those dual functions). But at the end of the day, the only reason I ever pulled a trigger was because living in a society where I wasn’t allowed to do so was unconscionable.

June 24, 2006

Deep Thoughts (19): Victims and Losers

Filed under: Deep Thoughts, Politics, Random — IndianCowboy @ 8:54 am

It’s really starting to bother me when I hear about people ‘being victimized’ just because they ended up on the wrong side of a deal they freely went into. If you make a poor choice, and someone profits off of that, you weren’t victimized…you were stupid. Payday loan services? They don’t ‘take advantage’ of you. Being victimized is when they coerce you . You might be in a situation where you need the money fast, and so you partake of their services. But you didn’t go there because of them, you went because you decided your circumstances warranted it.

Life is a series of games, sometimes you win, sometimes you lose. Winners aren’t criminals, and losers aren’t victims. They are free individuals engaging in socioeconomic interaction. The winners might be douchebags, and it might not be the loser’s fault that he had to go that route. But neither one of those have anything to do with whether or not a crime was committed.

This idea–that somehow making bad decisions means you’ve been taken advantage of–is a dangerous one. In a world like that can you imagine how we’d have to tip toe through life? Afraid that at any time we might be declared felons for daring to commit the dastardly deed of coming out ahead of the game?

June 21, 2006

Leaving For New York Today

Filed under: Personal, Random — IndianCowboy @ 9:37 am

Going to Evolution 2006, where, after widdling myself out of nervousness, I’ll present a part of my dissertation to an audience of older better educated people who’ll rip me to shreds. So, kinda pre-occupied. Don’t expect much until Sunday

The Evolution Of Mating Systems And Paternal Behavior In Neotropical Primate Taxa: A Bioenergetic And Phylogenetic Perspective
RAO, NIKHIL P

Monkeys, Monogamy, and Multivariate Calculus…Oh My! Seriously, if I don’t put myself to sleep I’d be surprised…

Should be fun though, Thursday I’m going to get to go to the American Museum of Natural History for the very first time, and since it’s going to be the conference attendees there, the curators will be out of hiding and showing us around. Which is just badass. Expect tons of pictures unless I short out the camera from the drool.

And Sean Carroll who wrote Endless Forms Most Beautiful

will be giving a talk that night. I’ll be reviewing that book eventually. Evo-devo is not only fascinating, it helps make the modern synthesis considerably more plausible. the mutation problem has always been a sticking point for me, until now.

It’ll be a good learning experience. And hopefully a few more conferences under my belt will help me make up for the fact that I’m not PhD track.

Deep Thoughts (17): Political Behavioral Ecology

Filed under: Deep Thoughts, Political Philosophy, Politics, Random — IndianCowboy @ 9:18 am

You’ve probably noticed that I’m involving more and more general behavioral ecological theory in my discussion of political topics. I started moving that direction with Evolution, Economics, and Political Philosophy but really ramped it up during the whole minarchy-anarchy debate. Well as the title makes apparent, I’ve finally figured out what to call this kind of thinking. Considering I started thinking (but not blogging) about this kind of thing way back in 2003, it’s pretty sad that it took me this long to figure out what to call political philosophy from a behavioral ecologist’s perspective.

To leave you with something a bit more substantive, I threw up a little in my mouth when I read this:

After compiling the evidence of liberal catechism, Coulter finally turns her bazooka on the foundation of liberalism itself: Darwinism.

OK, seriously, why don’t you just throw down your pen and start waving a white flag? If you’re going to concede that nonsensical idea to them, you might as well start declaring that socialism is a good idea in theory and that the UN is a noble organization.

This isn’t hard, people. It really isn’t. Leftism is about the collective, about the group, about the state, about the people as a different entity from all the persons who comprise it. Evolution is about the individual, about self-interest, about competition, about survival of the fittest.

Even if you don’t agree with evolution, at least use it as a tool to expose their hypocrisy.

June 19, 2006

Deep Thoughts (16): A Decent Woman

Filed under: Deep Thoughts, Personal, Random — IndianCowboy @ 12:21 pm

Was talking to intellectimpure last night, and it occurred to me that the problem wasn’t finding a decent woman…

The problem was finding a decent woman who isn’t that way for simple reasons.

What I mean by that is that I’m looking for a girl who (among other things) has developed a strong moral and personal code based on something more than “[insert religious or authority figure here] said I shouldn’t.” It’s just fine to be inspired by religious and other authority figures; My code of behavior is built upon a core of eastern values. But it shouldn’t end there.I’m not a big fan of doing things ‘just because’. I believe that the only way to remain true to ourselves is if we understand the why of what we do.

It’s easy enough to find a pretty and intelligent girl. Relatively easy to find one of those with a strong sense of morality. But one who’s really thought it out? That’s a lot harder.

June 8, 2006

Deep Thoughts (14): Socialized Medicine

Filed under: Deep Thoughts, Medicine, Politics, Random — IndianCowboy @ 11:09 am

This one ain’t mine, but damn is it good:

Socialized medicine…all the speed and efficiency of the government with all the compassion of the IRS

Sounds a lot like Canada and the UK, come to think of it…

The thing about socialized medicine is that it ultimately becomes a rationing system with the federal government holding the purse strings. The worst, and most destructive part, is that it rations on both the supply and demand ends. Government wouldn’t have to compete–as employer of workers and doctors, consumer of pharmaceuticals, and provider of both–since it’d be the only source either way. The only thing it would be concerned with is the bottom line; it’d spend as little as it could all around with little regard for quality or efficiency (those being primary products of competition). People, both healthcare workers and patients, would thus lack incentive for prudential use of resources and maintaining a high quality of care. It basically turns healthcare into a commons. And like all such situations, the end result is erosion and destruction. Fewer new drugs, lower quality doctors, and worse availability of both.

I wrote earlier about the doctor-income problem here.

June 4, 2006

Deep Thoughts (13): Protection

Filed under: Deep Thoughts, Politics, Random — IndianCowboy @ 3:29 am

Who is actually responsible for your protection from violent crime? Not the police. The Supreme Court has ruled several times that law enforcement agencies’ duties lie in defense of the public which paradoxically isn’t the same thing as the individual. In other words, they are responsible for statistics. For making sure that the incidence of violent crime remains low. In other words, if you are raped, mugged, or killed, the police have no responsibility toward your protection so long as the number of people in your situation remain low.

So it’s not the government. Then it must be you. Yet here again, federal, state, and local law restrict your abilities to defend yourself. The recent proliferation of the so-called ‘make my day’, ‘castle’, and ‘no duty to retreat’ laws are proof that in most jurisdictions you were only allowed to defend yourself from violent threats under certain circumstances. And the laws on self-defense go on to delimit the ways in which you can defend yourself. From what kind of implements you can use, to the amount of force you can bring to bear, to the amount of training necessary to do so. In several countries, the very act of self defense is prosecuted as if it were on par with the assault or attempted assault itself.

The vigorous opposition to recent self-defense laws is strange indeed when looked at in this light. The government doesn’t have to protect you, and you aren’t allowed to protect yourself. If so, are we to treat violent crime as if it were a stochastic effect? Like lightning striking or a bear attack? And what does it say about the largely leftist people who hold such positions? How committed can they be to the individual (as they claim) if they would leave him at the mercy of the wolves?

June 1, 2006

Deep Thoughts (12): I Took Their Jobs

Filed under: Personal, Politics — IndianCowboy @ 9:43 am

That’s right, you heard me. I did my duty as an American. We drove by Home Depot and did not hire one of the non-english speaking men who hang out in front. I did yardwork. Not just raking and stuff, but shovelling, moving, spreading, and smoothing close to 3 tons of dirt and mulch. In fact, I probably did the job of two ‘undocumented workers’. I say this because I used one full-size shovel in each hand and didn’t take a break…for 11 hours.

When someone asks how we’re supposed to move all 12 million illegal immigrants out of America, Neal Boortz tends to reply that we don’t have to, we just have to reduce their incentive for staying here to the point that they choose to go back home. I tend to agree with that. No amnesty, no privileges, no jobs. And you know, maybe enforcing immigration policy against known illegals. That means we need to reduce our demand for them as much as they need to quit breaking our laws. There are citizens who will do the same jobs for not a whole lot more cash. They’re called teenagers and dirt poor college students. Hire them. And if you’re a teenager or college student (like me), offer your services.

I’m thinking of marketing myself as “Citizen Handyman: For Americans, By Americans.”

I did my part. Are you doing yours?

All In The Mind I: Inaugural Psychbloggers Carnival

Filed under: Random — IndianCowboy @ 6:33 am

Thanks for all the submissions we’ve gotten. We’ll see how this works out. I’m in the process of setting up a TTLB Community for us and will let you know when that goes live as well.

Since I’m a relative newcomer to the psychosphere (as Dr. Sanity calls it) and because I’m the guy who started the carnival, I’m putting my post first. It’s called the Problem With Psych and details how psych has failed to incorporate lessons and knowledge from a variety of related fields including animal behavior, evolutionary biology, and neurobiology. Basically if you read that post, you’ll never have to read another psych post of mine, ever again.

Transmuted Internalizations brings us a truly excellent post on the over-medicalization of normal variations in mood and personality, noting that doctors treat minor and major depression with medication at the same rates. This resonates pretty deeply with me, being a future psychiatrist who is committed to the axiom of ‘therapy before pharmacology’. I’ll end my rant here and give you a teaser:

Maybe it is a misuse of resources for patients with sub/non-clinical sadness to visit a primary care doctor to have their concerns addressed, but how would they know where else to go? Primary care physicians may be exacerbating patients’ problems by “treating” normality and introducing people to potentially very problematic side effects.

GM Roper reminds us that even the most gravely ill among us can enjoy life, and by doing so, live longer in his post about the joy of living and cancer.

Dare To Dream takes pseudo-scientific anti-depressant naysayers to task in Science And Mass Media Don’t Mix Well. He takes a *cough* slightly different position on antidepressants than I do, but unlike Dr. Peter Breggin, who he thoroughly fisks, I hope that I’m at least a fairly scientific naysayer. Anyway, he discusses a variety of topics including how anti-depressants, clinical trials, and therapy work. Good read.

Pie-Bolar brings a refreshingly frank and open discussion of how depression affects her capacity to care. Another excellent read, especially for those of us (like myself) who want to work in mental health but have never experienced being a patient.

Health-Psych provides an overview of Cinema as Therapy that even includes some helpful guidelines for choosing your next couch session. The Ancient Greeks recognized the power of theater to aid in psychological relief when they coined the term catharsis. And I think everyone has a movie or two that they routinely watch when they’re in a funk. Check it out:

Movies can also be used to facilitate discussion about areas that people might find difficult. “Because cinemagoers watch films from a third person perspective, their defences are often down and the film acts as a springboard to self-discovery,” says Barry Wooder, a UK based psychotherapist and pioneer of film therapy.

From Dr. Sanity comes a typically philosophical and intellectual discourse on narcissism, from how an individual becomes that way to the kind of effect he can have on society.

The second type problem for society at large is an evil that is far more subtle, but even more destructive; and it originates from the idealized object developmental line . Individuals with this particular narcissistic defect (as likewise described for the grandiose self) also do not see other people as separate individuals; and instead see them only as fodder for the expression of an IDEAL or as pawns for an Omnipotent Object (e.g., a dictator).

Assistant Village Idiot blogs about the horrors of political indoctrination classes–I mean ‘Diversity Training‘:

There are bigotry buttons you can press all day in the psych biz, and no one will raise a brow. Some kinds of diversity are not to be celebrated, and no one creates animations with wombats and cute kids to make sure you’re treated well.

It saddens, sickens, and outrages me that this kind of stuff goes on. It’s actually one of the reasons I decided to go into psych (along with over-medication). We shouldn’t be imparting our cultural and political biases on to others, especially when they have little or no basis.

Dr. Deborah Serani brings us (well for the females anyway) a fun post on the psychology of shopping. I don’t go shopping unless i have to, or unless I need to waste money on books or firearms, so I can’t add much personal commentary here.

Radical Hop brings us two posts: First a mathematical equation for satisfaction and how to improve yours. And second a post on How To Cure Your Unhappiness. Very buddhist in its discussion of delusion and attachment. Being a buddhist, I enjoyed it.

From Jon Swift comes a tongue in cheek post about Conservative Fatigue Syndrome.

And from The Skwib comes another lighthearted post about a blogger’s shift from musing about things to pondering them.

With that I’m going to beg, beseech, and otherwise cajole you into offerring submissions for the next edition on June 15th. Homepage and submission guidelines.

May 30, 2006

All In The Mind: Psychbloggers Carnival Reminder

Filed under: Random — IndianCowboy @ 3:59 am

Original Announcement 

Remember posts are due Wednesday at midnight-ish.  I’ll have the carnival up by 6am EST Thursday.  Please post a link to it if you’re a contributor or just interested to see how the carnival does.

Best way to submit is through the Blog Carnival form.  Or you can email me directly if you prefer.

We have somewhere between 10 and 20 posts at the moment although some of the heavy hitters *pointed cough* have yet to submit anything.

Carnival Of Liberty 47 Is Up

Filed under: Random — IndianCowboy @ 3:53 am

New World Man has it this week.  Interesting presentation and a lot of interesting submissions as well.

By far my favorite was a post called ‘The Nature Of Self Interest’ by some guy.  I don’t know what it is, but week after week he consistently presents lucid and engaging commentary on the philosophical aspects of politics.  Another post that New World Man put in the category of abstract and liberty-centric that I really enjoyed: Liberty Corner’s discussion of the idea of Cosmic Justice and its role in the development of ‘progressivism’.
The standout as I see it, both in topicality and presentation was  ‘Biggest Step Is Mastery‘ by Et Tu Bloge.  Goes along with what I’ve been saying this entire time about the whole language thing.  If there’s no incentive to learn english, and no penalty for not learning english, we’re going to create an underclass.  I’ve seen it in other countries.  I don’t want to see it here.  So remember that instead of your silly ‘appreciate diversity’ and ‘cultural oppression’ garbage, why don’t you instead say ‘we want to keep them from achieving what they’re capable of…and then give them social welfare handouts’.

The host has a two parter on the problem with letting 9 judges decide what’s constitutional, which brings up the mercurial nature of the supreme court, the comparative ease with which they can make a drastic change in law, and the near impossibility of reversing those changes.
Other good stuff in there as well.  Go.  Read.

May 28, 2006

Why Fat People

Filed under: Medicine, Random, Science — IndianCowboy @ 6:47 am

Yup.  Just ‘Why Fat People’.  Why do they exist?  Why is it so hard for some to lose weight while others have trouble gaining it?  Well, quite frankly it’s because the human body is an evolved construct.  It evolved under certain circumstances and is best adapted to a certain pattern of activity.  It’s been tens of thousands of years since we left that adaptive zone, more or less, but our bodies haven’t changed all that much.  Partly this is because unlike other animals, we left that adaptive zone by way of technology instead of changes in our bodies.  From about 1.8 million years ago with the rise of Homo ergaster through around 60,000 years ago (the Middle-to-Upper Paleolithic), hominid technology; what little there was, was pretty crude.  Instead of taking us beyond the capability of other animals, it merely allowed us to break even with the carnivores.  You see, as monkey playing wolf, we didn’t have sharp teeth and claws.  Our primitive wooden spears, hand axes, and cutters served as prostheses.  But, as Neandertals dwindled and modern humans expanded their range, newer, more advanced tools came to the fore.  These novel tools did take us beyond the capabilities of other omnivorous mammals.  It made hunting, gathering, virtually everything involved in living easier.

That technology is one of the reasons our bodies haven’t had to change that much.  We’re simply less likely to die from things that would kill other animals.  A wolf that can’t run fast won’t eat.  A man that can’t run fast can just hurl a spear.  And, because that technology acts as a prop, it’s allowed us to accrue all sorts of genetic and developmental baggage that makes us in many ways less healthy than we were 40,000 years ago.  From the hafted tools our umpteen-great grandfathers used to the computers many of us spend most of our time on, technology has made us fat.  What follows is partially science, partially scientific-informed speculation.  In other words, while a lot of what I’ll be presenting is fact, a lot is only likely, or merely plausible.

The most important thing to understand about the human body is that it’s an evolved construct.  By this I mean it’s a pretty jury-rigged affair when all is said and done.  A complex and marvelous mechanism, but shoddily put together nonetheless.  Anyone who’s studied Engineering Control Theory would be appalled by the lack of logic of the body’s mechanisms of homeostasis.  What I mean by this is that things that are clearly inter-related from an external perspective aren’t necessarily from an internal perspective.  The relationship between food intake, energy expenditure, and body composition is one of the most counterintuitive, complex, and just plain retarded systems in the human body.  Which might explain why weight control is one of the most difficult things for us to do.

Diet Composition 

It would make sense that we eat more food when we expend more energy, food being the primary source of fuel for us.  And, that’s a relationship that tends to hold true.  The converse would also make sense, that we eat less when we do less.  Unfortunately that isn’t quite the case.  Our hormonal control systems for appetite and activity are separately maintained, with different ’set points’, different degrees of sensitivity, and different timelines of adaptation.  While they do talk to each other, think of them as a long distance relationship rather than a codependent couple.

First, let’s start with food intake.  Clearly, how much you eat is a part of the weight equation, but its role is often far overstated.  There are a lot of fat people who eat too much.  There are also a lot who don’t.  And, we all know the rail thin guy or girl who eats 4000 calories a day and can’t put on a single pound.  Clearly, food isn’t the be all end all.  When I hear about friends who spent weeks, months or even years on one of those super-restrictive 1000-or-fewer calorie diets, I cringe with sympathy.  They were misled.

Diet is extremely important to weight loss and maintenance, but not so much the amount as the composition.  In fact, low-cal diets can make weight loss harder than if one were to go by a regular 2000 calorie daily regimen.  We must ask ourselves what hominids evolved to eat.  They are descended from monkeys, which means largely fruit-eating (and occasionally insect, lizard, and egg eating) mammals.  Other apes and a couple types of monkeys are known to scavenge and hunt occasionally (1-4% of their diet by weight).  So there’s little doubt that hominids were doing at least that.  And, there’s very good evidence that hunting and scavenging became a much more important (some would say dominant) aspect of their lives well over one million years ago.  Hominids in this respect were probably a lot like the wild social canids (wolves, jackals, etc) in their omnivorous nature.  A typical temperate or tropical canid diet can be 40% or more plant product by weight.

And then we can look at intestinal length.  The longer the intestine, the more comes from plants.  Cows have looong intestines.  Monkeys and most apes have shorter ones.  Humans are shorter than other primates.  Canids are shorter than the above.  And cats are shorter than the rest of these guys.  In other words, we’re very much in the middle.  We’re not carnivores, we’re not frugivores.  We’re omnivores.  We need a lot of sugars from fruits and other plant parts.  And we need a fair amount of protein (from meat, generally).

Which brings us back to the importance of diet composition.  Humans are limited not by their fat intake (for the most part), but by their carbohydrate and protein intake.  You need carbohydrates to fuel the body.  They’re what we’re most efficient and fastest at processing.  Fat has more energy per gram, but it’s harder for us to start using it.  Just think about that intestine length.  We need a lot of sugar in our diet.  And we need protein.  Although protein can be metabolized as an energy source, mostly it goes to repair, rebuild, and renovate the body.  Exercise, metabolism, basically everything we do causes our cell machinery to wear down a bit.  That machinery is made up of proteins.  Keeping ourselves in top form requires enough protein building blocks coming through our digestive system to undo that damage and a little extra to build bigger and better machinery.

Just about the only thing muscles and the brain run well on are carbs (other parts of the body, like certain organs, do better with fats).  Starving your body of them will only destroy your body’s ability to do any work at all.  And without protein, you’ll basically find yourself falling apart from the inside out.  Some of the stuff I’ve seen and read about what happens in a vegan’s body is nothing short of shocking.  Same can be said for those who get most of their calories from meat and none from vegetables.

Old-school hunter gatherer hominids probably burned roughly 3000-4000 calories a day of food.  We can estimate that based on what modern hunter gatherers expend.  That’s what the human body expects to come through it.  Any less than that, and you’re operating in fuel starvation mode.  Any more than that and you’re flooding the system with more than it wants.  In starvation mode, your body shuts certain things down to conserve energy, and decreases the ability of other parts to exert themselves.  In other words, it’s not burning as much as it used to, at least partially negating the effects of caloric reduction.

What’s more, because as I said, activity level and diet don’t perfectly correlate, the super-low calorie diets can shut down so much of your body’s machinery that you actually put on fat because the reduction in energy expenditure has dropped more than the reduction in energy intake.  And that’s just talking basal, cell-level, non-activity-dependent expenditure of energy.  Of course, caloric reduction also affects one’s ability to undertake activity and thus expend energy, which brings us to our next major topic.

Activity Levels 

As I said in the introduction, our activity levels and behavioral energy expenditure are considerably lower than they were in the prehistoric days.  I used to get in one to two ‘antisocial’ days when I was in graduate school.  On these days I used to strap on a backpack holding roughtly 60lbs of granite and walk 20-25 miles through the streets of London.  Beyond giving me a much needed chance to unwind and lose myself in physical exertion, it gave me a taste of what daily life would be like for an early hominid.  Based on archaeological remains, we surmise that hominid groups would travel anywhere from 10 to 30 miles in a given period.  Furthermore, these finds lead use to believe that they butchered their prey away from their campsites, meaning that, like little old me, they were toting a load for at least part of the journey.  I was also a pretty good model because at 5′11″ and about 200lbs I was more or less a walking facsimile of Homo heidelbergensis, the first of the hominids with brain sizes about like ours.

These were 4000 calorie days.  But the interesting thing was that not only was I eating a lot on the walking days, I was eating around 3300 on the non-walking days.  And not gaining weight.  Now, leading a much more sedentary lifestyle with little or no exercise (just like I was 5-6 days out of the week in London), I’m down to 2600-2700 calories a day at a steady 210lbs.

Basal Metabolic Rate

Strange you say? Not especially once you think about it.  It all has to do with arousal.  I don’t mean the dirty kind, or mental alertness, but the readiness of your muscles and supporting tissues to leap into action.  Immediately after blasting through a set on the bench at 100% intensity, you’ll probably notice that your muscles are warmer.  Your muscles are metabolizing more sugar, doing more work, and in consequence, releasing more heat as a waste byproduct.  Your ability to do work is dependent on the level of this metabolism.  The more carbohydrates your muscles are turning over, the more you can lift.  Now, getting your muscles primed and ready to do 100% intensity can take a while can’t it?  That’s why we warm up.  We’re increasing the level of metabolism in our muscles before we actually start doing work with them.  But even when we’re just sitting there doing nothing, our muscles and other tissues are metabolizing substrates, burning energy.

This is our basal metabolic rate.  Your BMR depends on a number of factors ranging from genetics to diet composition (more sugar, higher BMR, to a point).  Another factor it depends on is how warmed up you are when you’re doing nothing at all.  You can think of this as priming.  Different people have different levels of priming, some of it genetic, some of it having to do with expectation of activity (not activity level).  I’m naturally pretty well-primed.  My warmup tends to be flexing and shaking a bit and then getting right to it.  Which is why with less than an hour of real exercise a week, I still eat close to 3000 calories a day.  Other people aren’t quite so lucky, but even they can change their level of priming based on the body’s unconscious expectation of activity.  This is the reason I ate more even on my non-walking days back in England than I do now.  My body was under the influence of both my genetic priming, and my activity-based priming.  My body expected to be worked hard and was maintaining a higher level of readiness, which of course burned more energy.  Think standing to attention versus at ease.  Both you’re completely stationary, but one’s much easier to maintain than the other.

Conclusion

I’m going to tie all this together with a car analogy.  Cars have an air/fuel ratio they like to maintain.  For cruising it’s generally about 14.7:1 air/fuel by volume.  Less air and you’re lean, more air and you’re rich.  Both result in loss of power and efficiency.  If we think of dietary composition the same way, too little carbohydrates and too little protein can be just as damaging.  It’s important to maintain a good ratio to keep the car operating at a good level of efficiency.

Now, while all cars do best with a single air fuel ratio, the total rate of flow they do best with can be worlds apart.  The rate of fuel flow my Mustang has the best fuel efficiency at comes at around 77mph.   Whether the rate of fuel flow is higher (faster speed) or lower (slower speed), my Mustang gets worse efficiency.  It’s much the same for people, eating less can be just as bad as eating more; under either condition, our ‘rate of fuel flow’ causes us to be in a suboptimal position.
I don’t know how many of my readers have ever drag raced, but there’s a thing you do called power-braking.  When you’re at the tree (the lights that tell you when to go), you put your left foot on the brake, pressing down harder than you would at idle.  Then with your right you gas it.  Depending on the car, the brakes, the horsepower, and the tire, you try to get to the highest RPM’s without either your tires spinning or your car moving.  You’re not going anywhere, but you’re burning a lot more fuel than you do at idle.  Why?  Because when the green hits on the tree, and you let go of the brake, you’re that much further into the efficiency zone of your engine.  Priming.

Air/fuel ratio.  Fuel flow rate.  Idle RPM’s.  “Work smarter, not harder”, as Uncle Scrooge from Duck Tales was fond of saying.

Liberty Papers…Also, The Legislature Sucks

Filed under: Random — IndianCowboy @ 12:51 am

Brad over at Unrepentant Individual asked me to join The Liberty Papers.  The Liberty Papers is a community weblog founded by Eric of Grumbles Before The Grave.  It’s definitely an honor to be asked to be a part of that group and I’ll try to do my best.  Probably a long-ish piece a week that for whatever reason (not quality) I don’t feel like posting up on this blog.  Anyway here is my bio.

And I just put up my first post, dealing with the retardation of the Jefferson Scandal.

The money quote:

What we couldn’t expect is that while our ire was (rightly) directed at Jefferson–and at corruption in the legislature at large–our supposedly representative officials had taken umbrage that one of their own was treated like an ordinary citizen. Note that, one of their own. They reacted not as stewards of our will and desire, but as people in power.

May 26, 2006

Deep Thoughts (11): Pulling Together

Filed under: Deep Thoughts, Political Philosophy, Politics, Random — IndianCowboy @ 2:23 am

Today’s thought isn’t mine. It’s Terry Pratchett’s. For those of you who don’t read the Discworld series, start. It’s set in a fantasy world, just because it makes the absurd easier to write about. (Kinda like the social commentary in Futurama. The setting made it funny while still poignant. Same deal here) Anyway, Ankh-Morpork, the city where a lot of his stories are set, could best be described as an almost anarchic benevolent dictatorship. The dictator, or Patrician, is a man named Lord Vetinari. Known for what he doesn’t do, which is cause harm. Without further ado:

‘I’m sure we can all pull together, sir.’

Lord Vetinari raised his eyebrows. ‘Oh I do hope not, I really do hope not. Pulling together is the aim of despotism and tyranny. Free men pull in all kinds of directions.’ He smiled. ‘It’s the only way to make progress…’

Any commentary would be superfluous. And now it’s time to turn a 20,000 word master’s thesis into a 4,000 word paper. Only to be rejected because I don’t have a PhD. Fun times will be had by all.

May 25, 2006

Vagus Nerve Stimulation For Treating Depression

Filed under: Medicine, Psych, Random — IndianCowboy @ 6:43 pm

Interesting new treatment. Basically they implant a device that stimulates your vagus nerve at periodic intervals. The vagus has all sorts of connections all over the place, from your voicebox to your heart to most of your digestive tract. Interestingly, a lot of vagus nerve terminals release serotonin as their neurotransmitter, just like the brain neurons implicated in control of mood and depression. What that has to do with anything? I couldn’t tell you. Most can’t at this point.

This is going to come as a surprise, but I’m not summarily giving the Indian Cowboy stamp of disdain to this somewhat drastic procedure. This is for two reasons:

1) It’s only indicated in people for whom nothing else works.

2) The lead times between procedure and onset of relief on this are significant and long enough that it’s unlikely to be abused.

With 300 million people in this country alone, there will be organic, idiopathic causes of brain disease. It’s just a fact of life. While I think the number psych treats this way is significantly overstated, they do exist, and we need to be able to do something for them. This is the kind of stuff that is perfect for them. It actually rewires these peoples’ brains to respond like a healthy person’s.

With most therapies, whether behavioral, pharmacologic, or ECT, we tend to see improvement 3-12 weeks after starting. However with VNS (Vagus Nerve Stimulation), the lag time approaches 1-2 years. I’m going to turn to the articles to give you a better understanding of what’s happening before I add in my own thoughts

Article 1:

Patients in the study generally responded around 12 to 24 months after beginning the treatment. Dr. Charles Conway Saint Louis University presented his research results Thursday at the annual meeting of the American Psychiatric Association.

The most surprising finding from the study, conducted by Conway and physicians from Washington University in St. Louis, were the long-lasting benefits of the treatments.

“There are a number of subjects who have gone into remission and stayed in remission for the past four or five years,” Conway said.

Very promising. It’s the nonresponsives and the ones who turn to pharmacology who tend to have the highest rate of relapse, as he said. Which means they tend to do the most damage to themselves and their families in the interim. It’s very encouraging that we now have a way to treat those who we’re just unable to get through to.

Conway studied the neuroimages of the patients undergoing the treatment. He noted that the brain reacted systematically to the vagal nerve stimulation, and by the end of the two years patients were experiencing a significant decrease in activity in the prefrontal region, which is more active in patients with depression. The studies suggest that the brain is experiencing long-term changes.“The areas that are going activation and deactivation are all areas we know to be involved in depression,” Conway said. “What appears to be happening is further in the treatment it’s almost as though there is some brain adaptation to the stimulation.”

And let’s flesh it out a bit with a quote from Article 2:

When Dr. Conway examined the neuroimages of four patients 24 months after they began receiving vagal nerve stimulation, he found brain activity that was similar to what doctors see in patients who have received ECT. “There actually appears to be decreased activity in regions of the prefrontal cortex, which is very much parallel to the findings of treatment response in ECT, and the opposite of findings seen in medication-response to depression.”

He found unexpected action in the prefrontal cortex of the brain that is similar to brain activity in depressed patients immediately after they have received ECT and before its effect wears off.

First, I have to snigger at the remark Dr. Conway said, about medication-response to depression looking opposite of a healthy and an ECT brain. Told you they were just covering up the real problem.

Anyway, ECT is generally considered the most effective treatment for depression. After it, your brain looks normal under a PET scan. It’s just that it doesn’t last long. What they’re finding is that after you wait that average of 21 months (which kinda sucks) your brain looks normal, just like it does immediately after an ECT. Which is another part of the reason I don’t mind this so much. It’s making your brain look normal, instead of covering up one abnormality with another drug-induced abnromality (see previous paragraph).

Now, the most interesting thing about all of this is the difference in times between most psychiatric therapy and VNS. The VNS time of 1-2 years instantly make me think of recovery of function after a stroke. It’s an almost perfect fit. In other words, VNS looks like a neuroanatomical, self-healing cure. Instead of a neurophysiological, self healing cure we tend to see with CBT, acceptance therapy, or drugs. The difference is that in the latter, we’re not looking to change the way the nerves connect to each other, just the way they function and fire. In the former, the brain is literally rewiring itself. This is why when a person has a stroke and loses the ability to speak, he can re-learn using different brain areas. I’m not 100% sure that’s what’s happening with VNS, but I’d put a small flutter on it.

May 23, 2006

Carnival Of Liberty 46 Is Up

Filed under: Random — IndianCowboy @ 5:15 am

I’ve got number 48 in two weeks, but today it’s being hosted by Left Brain Female, who calls my own submission ‘delightful’ and ‘well worth the time to read’. Can’t say I disagree there. (Did I mention I’m an egomaniac?)

Anyway, I particularly like the post from Pubcrawler (go to the carnival to get the link, if I link it directly, I’m taking away from Kay’s hard work). He discusses Protection of Lawful Commerce in Arms and its first application. He points out the idiocy of the reasoning for the judge’s correct ruling and goes on to discuss how the logic used by the cities suing these firearms makers ties right back into the fact that social welfare will always result in limitations on the choices we’re allowed to make.

The Radical Libertarian offers up an interesting take on ‘privatizing’ the main government responsibility (protection), could improve matters for all of us. He’s a bit extreme for me usually, but nonetheless tends to be thought provoking. This essay is no exception.

Rick Sincere has a good post up as well. Nothing new, nothing earth shattering, but a well written piece illustrative of many of the problems with ‘central planning’ and the leftist co-option of words turned on their head.

Fun times.

May 19, 2006

Deep Thoughts (10): Comfort vs. Freedom

Filed under: Deep Thoughts, Political Philosophy, Politics, Random — IndianCowboy @ 2:02 am

Whenever I assert that socialist systems are doomed to failure and will inevitably oppress all that live under it, a leftie (and occasionally an ideologically-weak rightie) will counter with “Well, Scandinavia seems to be doing pretty well with it.” Leave out for a second the fact that Norway is a resource-rich nation (an open system with an external energy source to use a thermodynamics/entropy analogy). And that the Scandinavian Model isn’t all it’s cracked up to be (see here and here. We must turn back to the the latter half of my assertion: that socialist systems are ultimately tools of oppression.

Those that argue in favor of a Scandinavian model seem to imply that if you’re comfortable you must be free. My golden retriever was 15.5 before she was diagnosed with her first major health problem. Have you ever heard of a golden retriever live to be that old? The dog is still having the time of her life. She even has her own vegetable patch, for crying out loud. This is a comfortable, long-lived animal who hasn’t walked more than a quarter mile from our house in the past year. But do you think a night goes by that she doesn’t dream of being a wolf? Running across the Minessota plain in deep winter, tracking moose and elk. Revelling in the big sky and the virgin forest. I don’t.

And that is what this is fundamentally about. A cage can be as comfortable as you like. Freedom a terrible spectre to behold. But the fact remains that there are those of us who would nevertheless trade comfort for freedom no matter the cost.

As Patrick Henry memorably said:

Is life so dear or peace so sweet as to be purchased at the price of chains and slavery? Forbid it, Almighty God! I know not what course others may take, but as for me, give me liberty, or give me death!

May 16, 2006

Selling Out

Filed under: Personal, Random — IndianCowboy @ 3:21 pm

I’ve been accused of selling out more than a few times. When I decided not to pursue a PhD in primatology, my professor at first thought I was selling out for money before I finished my whole spiel. Being something of a psych skeptic and in general possessed of a low opinion of medicine, I’ve been called a sellout for deciding to become a psychiatrist. The above allegations simply aren’t true. I’m a fighter, so I went where the action was. There’s no point in studying monkeys if no one ever applies what you study to their own lives. And there’s no point in being a dissident of mainstream psych if no one will listen to you because you have the wrong letters after your name. And if it means I have to jump through their hoops for a couple years, so be it. I will have it known that I didn’t disguise who I was or my intent in my personal statement. Which probably bit me in the ass.

And when it comes to clinical rotations I don the button-downs and slacks required of us to ‘maintain a professional atmosphere’ despite my belief that those clothes aren’t designed to fit men that aren’t either skinny or fat and that they only serve to perpetrate elitism.

But I have sunk to new lows. I just grabbed two jobs. One at the Oklahoma State Department of Health, making me a gubbermint employee. Not only that but a functionary, the worst kind.

But even worse, I’ve just been hired by Kaplan Test Centers to tutor in MCAT and GRE. Which, I didn’t know this when I applied, is a wholly owned subsidiary of the Washington Post. In fact, my paychecks will come from WaPo’s central office. Making me an employee of the second most-read lefty paper, a paper that is probably even more slanted than NYT.

I am a freaking sell out. But I’m also a poor med student, who will continue to be poor until he’s 30. I’ll take what I can get.

Deep Thoughts (9): Magic and Intelligent Design

Filed under: Deep Thoughts, Random, Science — IndianCowboy @ 9:05 am

Probably the most fascinating thing that monkeys have taught me is the evolutionary and historical origin of ‘magic’. They’re pretty smart cookies, and they have a sense of what’s called object permanence. This means that if you drop something like a fruit or berry down a raingutter, they’ll expect it to come out down below. They know there was food up top, they know it fell, so it should come out right below. Nevertheless, you can trick them, because their sense isn’t necessarily perfect, just like a baby playing peekaboo. The look on a monkey’s face when your baseball cap suddenly ‘appears out of nowhere’ is an amazing thing. A veritable caricature of a surprised human. And in that look you know the monkey’s thinking “That wasn’t what I expected. Must be magic.” Of course, you know that the monkey simply didn’t understand what was going on…

In the most fluffy class of my entire academic career (intro to cultural anth), I learned about the relationship between religion, magic, and science. The interesting thing about ‘magic’ is that no matter what the society or who the person is, ‘magic’ starts where ’science’ ends. We all have our ‘magic’ point. More often than not, it’s limited by our education. The point is that just because we don’t understand it doesn’t mean it’s not understandable. Religion, which can influence the thoughts we’re allowed to have, may prevent us from even trying to comprehend that which at first we don’t. So when I hear that apparently some biochemist can’t figure out how something could have evolved through natural selection and we therefore must’ve been designed, I have to wonder if he isn’t a bit like one of those monkeys full of round-eyed open-mouthed wonder, the theoretical problem much like my baseball cap.

May 15, 2006

Deep Thoughts (8): Freedom of Religion

Filed under: Deep Thoughts, Politics, Random — IndianCowboy @ 6:37 am

You know what pisses me off? When the theocrats pretend that our founding fathers created a Christian government. They do make use of a vague and indeterminate ‘God’ at times in their writings, but it’s a virtual fact that Thomas Jefferson et al. were Deists not necessarily Christians. Believing that god created the world, man, and a natural law, but none of the other stuff. Furthermore, one only has to glance at the Constitution to understand that it was a very carefully crafted document. Every word, every phrase carefully vetted. So the fact that no specific references to Christianity occur in it, and the fact that the establishment clause of the 1st amendment uses the word ‘religion’ in a general sense, can only said to have been deliberate. Especially considering the founding fathers by and large weren’t Christian themselves.

“Oh ho ho, but freedom of religion doesn’t imply freedom from religion.” Actually, it kinda does. Religious freedom was one of the primary motivators of the colonization of North America. And part of that freedom is the freedom to choose which religion one will belong to. The choice not to belong to any religion is part of that freedom. Besides, as Pharyngula et al. prove every day, Atheism really is just another religion.

Besides, how would that actually work? “We’re one nation under a Christian God which nevertheless doesn’t discriminate against those of a different religion?” By the very fact that you call yourselves a Christian nation you have labeled me an outsider. “But what if we went just went by a generic God.” I’m an agnostic Hindu. A religious tradition that is almost as old as Judaism if not older. Still making me an outsider.

The idea that we can have freedom of without freedom from religion is a bigoted one; it’s an idea that everyone is happy to live under a Christian state so long as they’re allowed to go be idolaters and heathens in their own home. It’s the idea that only religions which follow the god of Abraham and Jesus are really religions, and what I practice is in fact loin-cloth-wearing hooting unsophisticated savagery.

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